Can't wait to see you burn.

I hate you. More than you can imagine. I hate your cowardice, your selfishness, your lack of empathy. I hate your lack of conscience telling you everything is alright. I hate how you moved on so fast. I hate how you left me behind. I hate how badly you changed my life and how you changed me. I hate my fucking broken heart and I hate what I became because of you. I hate your face, I hate your name. I hate your stupid way of thinking. And I hate myself for still writing and speaking about you.

Chaos.

Chaos in my head. Chaos in my heart. Chaos in my body. Chaos in my feelings. Chaos in my thoughts. Chaos in my hopes. Chaos in my wishes. Chaos in my relationships. Chaos in my life.

Left behind.

M'as tu écoutée quand j'essayais de te parler ? Est ce que tu te souciais de ce que j'étais en train de traverser ? C'est comme tu ne m'avais jamais connue. Sais tu à quel point ça fait mal ? Je ne trouve même plus les mots. What the hell's wrong with you ?